| I got tired of this old xanga so I made a new one today.I'll be posting on it daily from now on.Goodbye Flashblade!You've rockered!
My new xanga:
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| I realised something today..
I don't have real friends...all my friends treat me like dirt *not you sam* and blame everything on me...
It's not like they don't have the right..I mean...I'm me...that's the problem...I'm such an outcast and I can't do anything about it really...that's just me...I don't have any true friends in real life at all...they cuss at me and such because I want to SIT BY THEM...they say they hate me because they're appearently never supposed to be it at tag...they say I suck because I hang out with Jarred...I can have other friends too,can't I?
Well I'm not going to take this crap anymore...I'm getting new friends...
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What do I even desire?To be treated equally?To be accepted?To be cared for?I don't have a clue...so why should I go to Kimmons...the only reason I was gonna go is to be with my friends...but I still want to go...I don't even have any friends...I dunno...
~Riku |
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| Well....I can't say I've been the happiest man alive lately...
1.Sprained the same ankle AGAIN
2.Fell in a creek getting my shoes very very wet
3.Downloaded Knight Online which took 12 hours to download and not only did it not work,it sent a virus to my comp!
4.Computer's modem shut off
5.Graduation fieldtrip was cancelled because our principle's evil...
6.MP3 player on my comp broke so I can't put any new music on my xanga...
Yeah.
Well,I guess it's ok...a lot of good stuff has happened,too...most of it's personal info though...
Well.Whatever.
~Riku |
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| School sucked..what's new...
What a wonderful opening for a %$*#ing messed up day!!!&%*$ School!!!=D
I've given up on love...I'm such a fat loser I'll never have a chance with any girl I've ever met...and I've accepted that...but I don't feel right saying it...
Feelings...agh...I hate them.......the ability to feel is the ability to cause war..to love...to die for something or someone...why do we have the feelings...
humans...we're just like all other animals...preditors...think too much of ourselfs...
I think differently then most people...I don't case what the people around me think of me...I care about others of course,that's natural...but the way I think..it's like a chain...one subject leads to another...even if I don't want it to..I can't control the way I think...or the way I act..I'm..different...and outcast...that's why I hate school so much...why I hate love...friendship...feeling...
Whatever.
Out.
~Riku |
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| Just got back from a 4 day vacation...
It was okay,but we saw three car wrecks and 2 deaths on the way there and back...how depressing...
My niece(1 year old)went with us.She was good most of the time,but acted like a little brat a few times...she begged me to give her some candy.When I gave it to her,she threw it at me which made me REALLY mad.And everytime we said "No." she went mad.
Combat lvl 69 on runescape..I'm a warrior again...training for heroes quest...whoohoo...
School's been boring lately...I'm such a loser that school's the funnest part of the day for me now...
I saw the old movie "Count Nosferatu" yesterday...so dumb...so long...so boring...
CHanging the music and background soon.
Bye.
~Riku |
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